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not me for You

isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"

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20061030
tt friend.

just got back from training.
i dont know whether it cause im super tired of auntys coming to visit me.
but ive been super moodswing for the past few days.
raah.


i get SUPER pissed when,
1.people tell me to do things when i already know that i shld do it and like as if i dont know that its the right thing to do.
2.people treating me as a substitute. now then etc.
3.not being able to do the things i know i can do!
wah esp the past week man.



so disappointing. service deproved in consistency.


sometimes i feel that im so busy that i neglect everything that im busy with. sigh. someone just tell me what i shld do.
i wish i can have 100hrs in a day. );


prayer meeting was really good. im so glad that i could attend instead of guardianing that day.
He asked me, "how have you been?"
not that He doesnt know, but. i dont even have the time to talk to Him and tell Him exactly how i have been.. or maybe just stop by to ask for Hid opinion.


but i really really know, that. during training whenever i do a good ball. i know it is Him, and it can never be my own strength. i feel like crying la, like so touching. i mean like. He knows what i love to do, and although ive chosen it over attending my own cg day, He still chose to help me along and bless me with the things that i love to do.
honestly, i dont mind sitting on the bench for the next 3yrs. all i want is to be happy when i play volleyball again and do my best to give Him the glory. and to do siii deb and *that friend proud.


11:17 PM