20050728
finding joy in the little things that you do. it may be even lyin on the bed after a long day and ull be happy. it may be hearin ur favourite song on radio and ull be happy. it may be just seeing a little child get the candy that she wants. the joy of the Lord. is the greatest joy of all. hey honey , u kno. ive been thinkin alot after that day. and that i realize. we dunt let pple tell us who God is. remove wotever they may say to see to make u SCARED of God. no , we dunt take 2nd revelation. we take the first hand revelation for the Lord himself. seek God for yourself. and ull see him in a greater measure. i kno ull be able to pull thru this yourself. and continue to find joy in little things lyke just goin to town lyke u told me that day. ur name's - God's princess. yes , u are ! ive got to kno 2new people in the past 2weeks. its truely indeed God's grace. (: first girl is sui feng , she came to guardian fer work attachment and is from simei ite. well , she's a nice person and have quite a sad family background. i got her no. the other girl friend i made is karen. from toni&guy academy. she's my hair dresser ! a year older than i am , from msia KL came to SG to learn about hairs. (: we can talk pretty well , and she's quite lonely here cuz she doesnt have any friends in SG. i think she did a good job on my hair considerin she's learnt hair fer 3months ? yes , her teacher is reeli nice to mee !! hahah. he made my heart skip a beat !! whahaha. i better not start about it. lol.
jes testin out how to post pictures. i did it ! grins. (L-R , deb , me , siii) at msia KL's rabbit park.
EGGTART. pls do the thing fer me that we did before the drama auditions ? pls ? xD
my wish list. *
1. 2oog of famous amos cookies , chocolate chip wiv pecan
2. one tree hill's CD sound track
4. his smile
5. bus 34. (so exciting , directly from my house bes stop to tampines than to changi airport. u tell me how good SBS service is. lol.)
indulging in Victoria beckam's "a mind of its own" ,
jns screams "AMEN" !
people will leave.
10:43 AM
20050719
(-:
i thank the Lord fer the painstakin moments.
people will still leave.
jns*
7:31 PM
20050717
the worst is being strong infront of everyone wens actually ure deeply crushed inside.
):people will leave,jns*
12:21 AM
20050708
greetins. i reeli dunt kno how to start cuz , its always the startin wiv u think about the most. hahah. enyhows.okays , so much traumamama in my lyfe and my friend's lyfes. i love you and i wish deeply that ull really think of me wen u make any decision. because , honestly i never thought of how it would be w/o a friend lyke u. whom knu me since i wos in nursery.still , i am grateful for a good God who has been constantly pushin me from behind , pullin me up even tho i feel lyke fallin down by 1cm. thank you so much for this chance to be at another level. i can never ever think of a day without you God ! i want to hold this chance close to me and never let go of it , in u , ill find my purpose.enyways , dinner wiv jeremy , lest , jiekai , chiews and jess wos great. (: swensons yummm. im deeply blessed by the meal. i guess thats gonna be the last luxurious meal im gonna have for the next 8months on my OWN bill. heh. :D ive been busy kaypoin' friendster ystd morning. and i got the shock of my lyfe. i think ben , u can relate to this. well , saw rei's and daniel's accs too. lyfe so funny lydat. as in. they're in tp's skul of design. seems lyke , a strong woman need alot of courage to be able to stand firm there. lyke , the company. have u ever had an identity crisis ? wen u jes dunt kno who u are. wot kind of lyfe u want to have ? hey , lets step out of it together. we've got a greater promiseful future in God's hands ! XDthey think.
to be bed ridden at the treshold.
of love and lose.
can be so heart wretchin.
even at the maker's hands.
loves of all kinds.
jns screams. (:
people will leave.
1:01 PM
