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not me for You

isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"

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waking up to the rain
veterinarian
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3AM.s
CK's euphoria
childs laughter
marry a vetHAHA
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junichiinamoto
rose
sun&rain

"and we always ask for a little more"



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just abit more

everyone just wants to be abit more happy, abit more blessed, abit more contented, abit more, abit more of everything that it seems that theyve all lost, what they really actually wanted abit more of.
isnt it?


someone just tell me that its worth the fight, worth the sweat, worth the longings and even worth the tears. this is so hard, so hard to find back the passion that i once used to have, for the game of the ball. all i wanted was to find back what i used to have, is it so difficult to find?
sigh, this is so ironic-
and i thought that the stress im having in school was bad enough and ill just have to look forward to after school every mondays and thursdays to have something i enjoy, sigh. the irony and contridiction isnt it janis?


i have cried, many times for the Lord, just missing God. but its been awhile since i last cried because of stress, and its not my studies, cause i know that God will see me thru, but for that. . i dont know.
last night, i couldnt help it la, i couldnt stop it from flowing, it just came down without knowing just the second i stepped out of the hall. i dont want to let my bestfriend down, i really want to do the best i know how in this area. if i give up- would i still be able to hold this friendship?
sigh, whatever it is. when God takes away something, He will put something back. im really thankful for aaron, for helping me do my RJ last night cause my internet was down, and talked to me regarding vb- he shared with me his water polo experience about loosing it, for 2,3 mths. i really learnt something from him honestly. sigh, thanks a whole lot hon(:


i miss lester and caylin ),,:


love janis please?


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