Youre my feet when i cant move on

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2nddaysandemo

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well, todays my second day of orientation. i told myself. i want my class to open up! haha. anyways, on my way to school ALONE. i saw monkey! my new friend. haha, so i walked with him to school. ok. not that im being emo or anything here alrights, i wish that someone could walk me to school, at least once in a while. be it someone i like or a friend! i just like the feeling of being walked with to school.

ANYWAYS. today was a much much much better day for me at least, well. and i hope for the rest of my mates too. i got to know some new people. and well. i stuck to this. "in everyone you meet, there is a treasure for you to find". you know. things are much better now, like the com enthus are like- super nice to me la, and theyre trying. (: the guy who kept sleeeping on the first day was shockingly funny, and talked quite abit too. oh yes yes. and faiz and monkey were really friendly(: oh ya, and my "new friend"- ziying, the laptop boy's friend was really really sweet! and surprisingly- we could talk and stuff (: oh ya, haha- rena is in my class. tell me if thats coincidence of what la seriously. haha! oh golly. and some others like hui,saf,zat,laksa,naz! well- i haven exactly got to know everyone properly yet. yeh, and a few of us walked back to the interchange tog. its really funny. when i see people from all walks of life. their ways of life- their love languages and stuff. i think they think im weird too, the girl who kept "oh dear" "ay, so bad". heh heh. :P well, i think my days in RPs gonna be fun, for that matter-
its been quite a day trying to keep everyone up. and im tired. i just feel like being with someone familiar and friend to me, and yes. thank you wee!

im going to study the best i know how. ok. wait- RP doesnt require you to study, but anyways. im gonna do the best i know how, and get that. for mom and pops. (:

i went to meet my new team and my coach ystd- i was HONESTLY freeeeaaaaking out. haha. well- theyre all really friendly ykno(: and the coach looks nice to me. haha. well- i just wish to be able to find a friend in everyone of my teammate and to be able to clique. and of course, to once again play volleyball. i thank God for ah na- shes really one friend whom wont make me feel awkward ykno. siii! if youre ever reading this- i want to let you know that i love you! and yes!! our dreams gonna be fulfiled once again, to play in the same team. and I LOVE YOU! :D

i really love debster and ah na alot. i really love them. (:

aaron reminded me of being a "simpleton" once again as he calls it this way. everyones so difficult to be happy. like they need something big and dramatic to be happy about. the big gifts, the big words. but, its not all these that matters- its the small things. that why i found aaronwong a really nice pal i guess. who appreciates my small gestures. youre the gem boy :D

i was just thinking. i bet its gonna be hard if the one i loved went away for army. and thought about it for quite some time. redbaby- youll do just fine. as he does his thing, you do your back here alrights. dont worry. trust me, trust God, itll be fine. (:
lestertan. i dont know what wonderwall means really. but youre my wonder wall. even if you were sixty years old. im still gonna wait. right here.
celia, thanks for making me smile everytime i see you.

i sat bus home that day. and when the bus drove past a road, i saw him. walking. and the bus just kept moving on without stopping. until i couldnt see him already. 3years.
jns-

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