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not me for You

isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"

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lyfeeee.


i always tell pple that i hate others living double-wayed lyfe. as in , ure this at one tym , one person and the other at another tym another person. all my lyfe , ive been taught not to use this to distinguish the core of a persons heart. how then wld we kno the limit of every liberty a person has the right to hold , and manage ?


i want to thank God fer this faithfulness thruout the terrible terrible week i had. it makes u wonder isnt it ? wheres all the "all be dere for you". maybe its jes a catch phrase that everyone has to use , even i myself use. i always thought abt people always leave. . the phrase itself. and came to terms wiv it that , yeh. they never did stay , despite the promises the words. ironically , a part of me yearns to have em back in my lyfe. until fer a period of tym , maybe lyfe wos treatin me good , my friends wer amazing sweet to me that i chose to throw it in the bin. well , lyke they say. . karmic wealth. this is karmic phrase(hawhaw). ive larnt , never to set too high experctations on people. dere wos once , i expected too much i got stabbed back in the back by janisleong. tym pass , and realized , my expectations can no longer be called expectations cuz there wernt any. i dunt expect you to call me anymore , or to text me anymore , i dunt expect you to be dere anymore , i dunt expect you to walk me home , i dunt expect you to sit down and talk to me abt hearts desires , anymore. btw. this is to no reference to a person k. tell me its jes an emo morning.


its good , terribly sweet to see two pple reconciling their love towards each other , be it friend or foe. its all good. and sometyms , i jes have to step back to let this happen. to blend in wiv my green wall fer a few weeks and pretend i dint care.


im goin to meet ben and maybe jx tonight. im happy. and i cant wait fer the day to be over to see em laters. yeh. and maybe ben will come back , lyke before(: MARILYN MANSON !!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. talk to me abt old sch.


i feel ive been very very troublesome lately. to be honest , if ure reading this , dunt mind me at all. its not ur commitment to stay here. i havent exactly been the best of the best i cld be as a friend. and , its not any low-moral kinda thing okay , but. i think i kno myself. lyke ive always said , jes be happy and ill be happy(:


my egg friend , if u want me , take me. if u dunt want , drop me. we've said , pastries are always pastries ryght ? u cant change pastries to . . . err. vegetables ? yeh. if not ull be tau pok. heh.


A GOOD SWIM IS WHAT I NEED , and a good swim is wot i alr had(:
love you van. it feels very much lyke a family member and a very very old friend whos always been dere has come-d home. we'll not give up this race k.


peoplealwaysleavesometymstheycomeback.
jan.


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