isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"
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i bumped into him today at citylink. i walked , and saw someone lookin extremely familiar. and almost stared. until , i realized , it reeli wos him. the same face back then. since the tym he went away , 2yrs ago. talked to him every now and then. did his diploma and than wos into photography , even showed me the website where he published his works. and went straight fer NS. nvr once blogged abt him and how it went back durin those days. i thought , feelins felt back durin those tyms buried , died in the soil. but , it wos strange. to be seein him again. lyke , something popped back up ? omg. pls. not lyke i have feelins once again. i cant possibly feel again jes by seein him once. it wos volleyball that brought us together. the first game. i wos on ur team. and u made me laugh. and found something more. sometyms i wish it never happened , wen i gave u one piece of it. one piece so dear to me. (: but. i jes thought of wot we once "shared" of the same feelins towards volleyball. i remembered , back in 02 or 03 , i reeli wanted to give vb up cuz it wos tiring , tryin and very strainning. he talked to me out of it , and i pressed on until i had to leave cuz of my back. and , it reeli showed me. volleyball isnt jes any sport. it isnt jes one game to be ridiculed at enyhow. encouraged me wen my service wosnt ryght , and played wiv me all the way till evening. and the tyms he made me feel laugh cuz of some silly things he tried to do whilst both of us wer on the same side. haha. tellin me how mr wongs an evil man , and sir even thought we wer together or sth cuz i kept helpin him ask abt the upcoming mens vb. lol. ill always remember wot u told me , if i haven even stepped into the battle field and proclaim that ill lose , ill lose fer sure. in ur lyfe , dere cant be always a win. and not a single lose ? and it goes to the same fer ur game , relationships and studies. its volleyball isnt it. (:
im not sures if im fer this relationship , honey. i wish i can be the best friend uve always wanted in your lyfe. maybe. being me , isnt wot u always wished fer. cuz , me. will change. one day. wot if one day u found out. this friend isnt worth it anymore.
this christmas , im wishin fer it to be a good one. dad and mom will be away fer Christmas. jo might be havin lunch wiv me. and then , ill be alone at night. jos been awesomely nice to me by giving up fer date fer her baby sister. oh man. i love uuu sister. uve been too kind. go and enjoy yer date wiv des and tell me more. hawhaw. maybe spendin christmas alone this year isnt that sad after all. wait. maybe it is sad. oh man. :S Lord , pls send someone to spend christmas wiv me this year , even wivout mom and pops. ):
God told me. ive been walkin and running round in ciricles everytym something happenes. tryin to look fer God , tryin to look fer the answer. but , it isnt on the circle , jns. hes in the middle of the circle. in the middle of the situations. how many tyms have i missed him jes by running round in circles all the tym. i must bulit my lyfe around the Lord. not on God , one sided.
