<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/11576094?origin\x3dhttp://greenappleriot.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
not me for You

isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"

BEAUTYforASHES
janis
eighteen
volleyball
republicPoly
integrated events management
cityharvest
e314
DJS
svrvsv
w16f,w26c
onetreehill
wentworth miller
SI-DE
dusty
01
MYpaperboy<3
theafters
jackmanniquin
remoreien
waking up to the rain
veterinarian
event planner
3AM.s
CK's euphoria
childs laughter
marry a vetHAHA
cristianoronaldo
junichiinamoto
rose
sun&rain

"and we always ask for a little more"



history in the making
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007


TAGBOARD







CREDS
Designer: shocking/casualty
Hosted: Blogger, Imageshack
Others: 1 2
20051214
pain ?

sometyms u walk down the road , and look around you. look into their faces , look into their eyes and see nothing. feel nothing at all. becuase tym and tym again. theyve been sucked out from the love. the love which wos once theirs. something that has always been theirs. but yet , someone. shyt took it away. u ask me. why is it that its theirs , how can someone take it away ? ive got no answer to that. i dunt want the answer to that anyways. it something which more preferbly left. killed. silences in the array of emos.
snow bring out the desolace. whilst i prefer the sunshine. to shine down on every single man on earth that bleed.


the scar. reminded me that the past is real. and reminded me that healin once took place.


to feel for someone. be it a loved one. a family member or a friend. it wos never , yes yes honey , i can see ure sad. sorry that ure sad and down. to feel fer them , reeli is wen. wotever hurts the person , hurts u too. im amazed reeli , by this feelin. jes to see the person cry over something small. but yet it mattered to them. matters to me too. and i wonder , reeli. is this wot love reeli is ? towards family , friends and the pple ard us. a few months , she cried over a boy who ate up everything of her. i thought initially , it wos stupid. but , wen i looked at her. it has hurt her. it wos painful. and then again. hes hurt. by a girl. altho , at e back of my mind. it wos lyke , see i told you. but at e end of the day. i still felt it once again. the pain of a friend gettin stabbed in e heart. i wish reeli , ill be able to be e one who can take e pain and stand in fer them. so , theyll nvr have to be hurt. why is it that wen you hurt. i hurt too ?


yes. God's love. God's love. i want to make You happy God. i only want to please You. i want to make God happy , only.

God said , come thirsty. and i will fill ur cup till it overflows and overflows. its nice to think of the Lord in sucha manner. sometyms i wonder reeli , why is He so good to me. wot have i done ever ever. to deserve this love so great from Him. why are You always so nice to me God ?


eggtart , u will always have a special place in my heart.


biglove.
jns.

pple will leave. some never. God never.



10:58 PM