Youre my feet when i cant move on

20051119

EXAMS. :\

i am almostBACKK. and almostFREEEEE !!

okays. i need to say a hugeee thank you ! u who have been encouragin me thruout my papers. (: so nice all of you. thanks tiff fer the chocs , babe fer the famous amos :P and aaron fer the monkeyy ! and of course fer all the prayers and support everyone else has given me.

well , ultimately. i thank the Lord. i dunt kno how i could have made it man seriously , wivout Him. thank You Lord fer seein me thru. thank You Lord fer hearin me whine that my papers weird. thank You Lord fer lettin me tell You how the paper went. thank You Lord fer allowin me to discuss the answers wiv You. thank You Lord fer bein dere wen im stuck at a qns and i needed someone so badly to talk to at that tym. thank You Lord fer cleaning up my tears wen i wos so scared wiv fear wen i walked to skul fer e paper. thank You Lord fer walkin home wiv me everytym after the paper. Thank You Lord fer givin me strength on 8ams papers. and Thank You Lord , thank You Lord fer being dere. always always and always. (:

its great to have so many pple in lyfe to kno the big things that happens to you. but , i think , its a greater blessing to have jes one person , just one. who knos the smallest details of your lyfe.
and pre-thanks to wan fer takin cares of dusty fer me wen im gone to thailand ! (: ure soooo niceee !! sometyms i wish i knu u better. :P

shalalala. holidays holidays. yes. all fer holidays , ive been havin holidays fer a year alr lah pls. whaha. enyways , after im back and all. ive got soo much things to do. aiiyghts , ive got the first thing on my list alr. to cut hair. muahahs. :D im goin to out to the SUN finally !! (: heh. im so excited. ill be goin shoppin fer christmas presents , swimming , reading , to the sun to bake and doin things which i have not done in my lyfe beforeee !!! (: haha.

i looked at them , one by one. and funny how each has a story to tell. every day , i went up to a different person and asked them , why wer they dere. wot wer the reasons they had to do it. some , cldnt care less , the rest wer merely jes doin it fer fun sakes. whilst , the others , jes kept tryin and tryin and trying. 2nd , 3rd , 4th , and sadly , 5th tym. i wonder , wot is the issue that hurt them so much. ): sigh , i always wished. on the last day , i can give all of them a hug. and hope , they'll make it this tym. for lyfe , knoin that they can be better and even greater to wotever has limited them. cuz , they can. i see it , from their words. they reeli want to do well. so so well. all fer once.

and also , to tanjianjun. ykno. sometyms , wen i talk to you. u never fail to amaze me kno. hahaa, im dead serious. i wonder wot is it that has caused u the shrink. altho , we jes msged lyke 4,5 msges that day ? but , it meant alot to me. once again , u nvr fail to leave me ponderin on a thought which still. of course , im still thinkin abt. the inclinations ? (: whoa. why gulp everything down , wen u can take it sip by sip ey ?

darn. i enjoy my seclusions. but , at the same tym , i cant. why not ?

overnight prayer meetin wos awesomeeeeeee !!! ay. seriously , its so good. i cant imagine it bein so good. haha. reeli reeli !! ever since "prayer is a beautiful thing" i kno , it changed my perspective of prayer totally. beautiful huh. :P

its been 2yrs alr. i have been prayin fer you since the day you left , and i have never failed one day never to ask the Lord back fer you. will you come back. i dunt suppose that as a qns alr. must i ?

WAHHH !! thankyou mossy fer the "majesty" song !! im so extremely grateful , that i need to blog it out too !!! (: its sth to me ! thank you.

(:
Lords been reeli good to me. i mustnt feel lazy now. still got sci mcq. bleh.
i still reeli wish it nvr have to happen. dunt ask me why.

with love.
jns.
people will leave , will you ?

"your grace has found me just as i am. empty handed but alive in your hands."

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