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hello you. (:

okays. jns declares CHINESE OUT. hahaha. im dead serious. i took chinese paper fer the 3rd tym this mon. lyke so sad lydat. enyways. yes. im not goin to touch it ever again. it has caused me enough , communication breakdown. (:

tabernacle wos GREAT. it wos awesome. and , heres one thing that ive learnt and felt so strongly abt it.
before that , tabernacle is a place bulit fer God. so , there wer many sections and furniture there. first , there wos the Brazen Altar. which wos in the outer courts.
heres it. the Brazen Altar was a place of forgivesness. wheres members and mates love each other , and forgive. there are 2types of pple whom you must forgive. #1-those who have offended and hurt us. i wos thinkin , it wos those pple whom you love that had hurt you. i mean , it someone doesnt matter to you at all , and does something bad , okay. majorly not. it wont even cause you to feel pain ryght ? wells , yes. maybe abit lyke. why the person so bad that kinda. but compare it wiv someone ellse whom you love dearly and invested the most impt factor , your heart , feelins and emotions.
#2-forgive yourself. "if God can forgive you , and you dont forgive yourself , you make yourself higher than God !". and wells. there are things in lyfe which we do and feel lyke its reeli hard to let go of the circumstance. say , a past failure. u might not have the reson why it happened but yets , you failed. and reeli kept dwelling upon it. of maybe if uve hurt someone so badly , u realize theres no turnin back. you think , and thus causin you to constantly blamin yourself , inflictin pain to yourself wens , God has alr forgiven you.

when you walk down memory lane , you look at the shops , or things around you and make u remember abt a certain someone a certain issue. and it comes back.
Ask God to forget the hurts you have been thru. be it yourself or from others. that the next tym u walk on it , ull no longer remember wot has ever happened. wot has caused that scar. in your heart. i pray fer all of you. to let go , and forgive not only. but , forget. if God can forgive , why cant you , janis ?

okays , i jes want to say thanks to a few pple. who constantly and always ask me to study hard and do well fer my exams. thank you fer believin in me !myfamily,huizhen,tiffany,lester,siii,melanie,juls,jingjie,aaron,malvina,weixian,ben,van,chiews,meiyan,caylin and xinying. (:
and sis,jk,jj,shawn,wy fer helpin me in maths.
and xinying,jk,shawn,wy fer helpin me in science.
and caylin fer helpin me in SS.
and jessie fer the tingxie.
:D

oh ya. i wos so reminded of emerge lah. wahaha. ystd wens we wer all queuein up. the HOTNESS and STUFFINESS. aiyo. lol. so funny pls. " SUNNNBIIIRDDDD" " err. brother , are u okay?" whahaha !! and how we offend almost at least one. and how some of them would be late and the kancheongness. hahah. okays , maybe it wos only me. and how i kept runnin all over hecticly fer the bus ! and how we queue up. whaha. so funny. (:

van came to meet me at millenia walks starbucks cuz i wos studyin dere , and we went to candy empire fer awhile before she left. it wos barely 20mins , and i felt so close to her yet again. jingjie and i managed to talk in the bus fer only 10mins before he has to alight and i felt it wos a blast ! quality is far greater than quantity.

hahah. yes. okays. i think i talked to much. lol. im goin back to my books fer now. (: btw. its a new skin. tan"jian"jun , can u pls help me wiv my tagboard pls ? enwyays , i hope ur flus gettin better ! hahaha. thanks fer lykin my skin slimey mossy , hawhaw. i wos jes thinkin. u added "fire" to the thought , but , how can it be lyke this wens u wer suppose to put out FIRE cuz ure a fireman (to-be) ?! WHAHAHA. " u think u funny ah" , yes , i think im funny. hawhaw.

(: may Gods blessings be wiv you as you go on to someone else's blog now. hawhaw.
great love. jns.

people will leave , some never. Godll never.

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