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not me for You

isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"

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my mock papers wer okayly okay. :\ altho i think i pekchecked myself lyke so many tyms lah. grr. wens i kno it , its jes dere but it doesnt come out can get quite irritatin honestly. its jes the mock. deres more to come. and fighting and pullin and pushing all the way. thanks fer ur encouragement tiff. ure so NUTTY kno.

sow in tears and reap in joy.
we keep pressing and shoutin and screamin and pullin all our hairs away fightin back the tears but it wont help and it jes flows down from ur eyes , along ur cheeks , leavin it tear stained.
but GOD. will use his fatherly hands cuppin your small face kissin your foreheard and say "i love you my Child , you shall tear no more. i will soon bring you to the place where tears of sadness never did exsist. be strong and couragous , fght and win for me". we bounce back by the God given supernatural tenacity. press in , work hard , push and scream ur way past the walls. and u see it sittin dere. waitin fer your arrival. you reached wot uve ALWAYS been lookin fer. u found it. becuse of God. you smile and smile and smile. and wen God askes you , "are you happy". u say "yes , i truely am happy."
we shall sow into every area in our lyfes thru all the tears , hurt and pain. God holds ur tiny hands. and ull reap every area of our lyfes wiv a smile. a smile which NOBODY ever can take it away from you. ever. ever. ever.

last wed. i wos havin my usually dosage of lester talk. and , he nvr leaves me wivout something to think and ponder abt. which is why , i feel. wot we share , is somethingwhich can nvr be explained by merely words. thank you Lord , fer this cuty. hawhaw.
well. it left me thinkin abt it fer the past few days. we wer talkin abt time. the time spent wiv else one. in a friendship that is. he asked me if i wos closer to X or Y. X wos someone whom i kno fer lyke a few yrs , laughed and played wiv each other. Y wos someone i barely kno. a few months. and yeh. lyke totally anyone and everyone wld have guessed wot it wos to be. X ryght ? cuz , of the no. of years. but , my answer fer lester jes cldnt come out. i wos so shocked i almost died at coffeebean that day. (ok. enough fer the drama). and , i thought abt it. comparing both pple. the tym together is simply too far apart. and. to whom i am bein able to share my heart wiv is as well. simply too far apart.
i cant believed i shared so much wiv you.
and then. lester cld testify that too , fer his friend , grace. (:
wells. its not true fer all of them at least. i haven spoken to mel fer lyke 6mths and i feel lyke , wer still best friends . carryin each other. since pri6 till now. tho our words hardly get after each other. deres this bondin. i kno , melanie. will nvr leave. (:
and caylin. my dearest bochar , so far yet so near. so far yet so near. ourfriendship wont be affected by circumstances. our friendship is jes as it is. (:

truely. it has never been the quantity of it but the quality of it.

JNS*


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