Youre my feet when i cant move on

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bliss.

i love weddins. (:
i reeli do ! deres so signs of sadness everytym i attend a weddin. (: wen i looked at cousins eyes , she had nth except pure joy ! and weddins always represent , there are two less lonely pple in the world. haha. okays , im gettin snazzy here. but , its true ! dunt u think ? lol.

i love it wens family comes back to sg too. sometyms

i wish all my family would stay in sg. but then again wld we "appreciate" each other as much if everyone wos around here in sg. hmmm.

bet u never thought i could break up.

service todays wos awesome , theres reeli no limits to wot we can do. to break down the borders in your mind. faith , allows u to achieve things which is beyond ur wildest dreams. (: ur wildest dream is wild enough alr. imagine beyond that ! gee.

wen u hurt. it hurts me too.
i understand wot it means by this alr. i nvr realized this cld actually be true until i felt it fer my own senses. its strange how i feel this way. dere wos once , wen she wos truely hurt , stabbed in the heart cuz of men. cried. and , realized i wos cryin too cuz it has hurt her. deeply. i cried wiv her. i felt it. i felt my heart ache cuz her heart ached too. i thought , okay. maybe i wos too sentimental and all , seein her cry so ill obviously cry. but i jes realized its not jes cuz im sentimental but i have felt it. i have felt the pain. and wen that happens , i kno. he/she is a part of me alr. altho i can never feel the real thing. i think , this pain i feel is enough to tell me ur pain.

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dear you.
seein you lyke this makes me feel it too. sometyms i wish i can make ur eyes shine again. beam wiv craziness and smile wiv purity.
i want to hurt wen u hurt. i want to laugh wen u laugh.
is this wot it cost to be a real friend ?? tell me. is it is , ill rather go thru this wiv u , at the expense of my profits.
dunt put up a front infront of me. i kno ure hurt altho how much your "im okay" are.
cry. and let me cry wiv you.
i love you my dear friend.
be well , in your soul.
let God take your pain away.
love, ur thurs friend. (:
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weewee told me this and ill lyke to share it wiv everyone.
"the stronger the wind is , the stronger the tree must be."
yeh. wen the wind gets stronger , it only makes sense wen u toughen up hold ur guard , and hold on even if u feel lyke lettin go.
bless you weeyang. (: by faith , ur guardian in crime. hawhaw.

jk taught me the simplest yet most meaningful lesson abt pple too. (:
franky , thank you.

to my nuttaye tiffaye , hahah. i feel so happy everytym i get to talk to u on the phone. and its always friday nights. ure always so kind to me , and accomodatin. seems lyke , wer on this battle together , d exams. eeks. hold my hand , and lets run and not be faint. :P u dunt kno how much i appreciate you. its amazing how we became close. i reeli dunt rmb how leh. can u help me rmb. hawhaw.

TGIF TGIF TGIF.

yes. greenie loves blackie. tsk tskk.

cuty so cuteeee. cuty so handsomeee !! cuty cuty !! hahaha.

no matter how tired , no matter how pissed , no matter wot Jesus. i kno u kno wots the best fer me. Jesus. i want to hold your hand. thank you for always ALWAYS cleaning my tears away wen i cry. sometyms i feel lyke givin up wens i get screamed at , unappreciated , tired. i guess , its all worth it fer the name of the Lord. the month ahead of me is goin to be a blast. im goin to enjoy studyin. im goin to enjoy hearin your voice. im goin to enjoy my lyfe. im goin to live fer you. theres so much in my lyfe u have to clear up , and clean out. im willing. its has nvr been me. but everything and ALL abt YOU. only u deserve all glory and honour.
im goin to do well fer You Jesus , mom and dad. i am , i reeli reeli will do my best.

Jesus. i do. i do. i do. (:

thanks fer readin this entry and lovin me.

great love ,
jns.
tell me. ure happy.

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