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im so freakin pissed.
i mean its lyke , all these freakin years of friendship and it seems that it has come to nuthing but ZERO.
yes. u tell me its such a small matter only , why i get so fed up and make sucha big fuss abt it. YES. SMALL THINGS DETERMINE the big things in lyfe. i told myself i want to trust you again , after the major issue of that few months happened. God is a God of second chances. i want to take on after that. WHY. i want to move from the past into a new beginning of friendship wiv you. but have u ever even given me the chance to anot.
i wished i never have to feel abt this and jes concentrate on wot shld take up my tym.
WHY !!!!
i wished i never had allowed myself to step into yours.
jns.
11:33 PM