Youre my feet when i cant move on

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bn.

its real, the pain you feel, you die to heal
*He
Everyone has their own share of problems and shit loads....
some known some unknown....
one thinks that he has to put a facade in order to be acknowledged by his "friends",
the taboo of being labelled as an 'outcast', 'freak', 'geek', 'queer','mad'...little does he know that everyone in his social circle has their very own hurdles that they are struggling to overcome....
He is a poseur... trying to be something he is not..... to get the attention and the 'acceptance'
He goes home, lost, wondering how he had done that day, the pretence,
well played?
He is on a roller coaster....
some days overjoyed
some days the window just seems so tempting
he thinks " i die to heal"
stupidity....."
how long more can i keep this up, its pain,its real, my life, its purpose?"
he ponders, brushes it off,
and the next day goes back to his routine...
shear wasted time..............................................................
*
i only long for the day when we can just rip the paint coats we wear daily to school, to work, at home,
to whereverthe day where everyone is naked and unafraid....
their problems..... solved
where our mistakes will be overlooked, but our potential focused on
then maybe we will live happily ever after....
if only we begin to see the bigger picture...
or maybe have an encounter with the big man......
GOD.
Stop contemplating, have faith, trust in the ABBA father to pull ya through
Surrender yourself to him
you are not alone
i dont understand ?
i all hurt as much as you do
havent you spend long enough in the shit hole?
release.....

*'he' i.e. in general, both genders.*

this is taken from isaac's. which creations of his own beauty.
if everyone can leave me jes once in their lyfe tym. can i do the same to you too ?

jns*

people will leave , and disappoint.

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