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not me for You

isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"

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revival in my heart.

emerge was AWESOME.

and i meant it. jes one touch from the Holy Spirit can leave you changed forever. i guess , for me. unlyke any other youths in the auditorium who had skuls to go to. a spark of revival to spread the love to their own skuls. i hadnt had any where to shout about. but , i believe that God has given me many other friends i made these tyms to reach out to.
i went thru a healin process in my heart.

i reeli need to share something here:
it hasnt been easy for me for the past half a year going thru something which many cannot relate to. i ran all the way wiv God for six months not knowin where he wants to bring me. and he finally brought me to this tym. and emerge made me touch God. i have been pretty phobiaric for the past few weeks to be quite honest , i have heard from pple who retakes their Os w/o goin to a skul dunt do usually well. and there are some girls at my workplace who retakes and dunt do well too. i felt very scared and inferior.. during the second session of the conference . i wos sick , EXTREMELY tired because i had 7hrs of slp only in 2days. initially , i didnt felt lyke comin. my physical tiredness is takin over me then. but i told myself on tues night. no , jns. the more u dunt feel lyke doin it , just do it. i went to the conf. feelin very exhausted. pastor kong preached. i agreed to it , but it just didnt carry me thru. i got very frustrated because half the tym i was tryin to keep myself awake , after that durin worship. i screamed in my heart " GOD , please show ur face to me. i DUNT want to feel tired.". not expectin anything at all , the Holy spirit came and touched me lyke a wave as how pastor always describes. and i just cried and cried. its as if someone just turned on the tap in my eyes and forgot to turn it off. he burnin love jes sank into my heart , and burned a million words of offerin in my spirit. its lyke , God just held me close to him. huggin and lovin me , lyke a child , i wept into his arms. i reeli dunt kno how to descirbe this magnificant encounter. it is which words alone cannot be expressed by. it is truely amzing. and then...
" i will walk with you thru your 2nd attempt of the Olevels. i will hold your hand. and i will never let you go. "

i kno that ill never have to run this race alone. it is no longer i who lives but christ who lives in me. so , i got this- i study not for MY future MY recognition MY properTy , but since it is God who lives in me, ill study and DO EXTREMELY to glorify God. let glorifyin him be the foundation of your beginnins and thoughts and motives. reeli man. i want to be able to say. "I GOT ALL A's BECAUSE OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST !!!" (:
im entrusting my future into your hands , Jesus.

i thank God for my cellgroup as well. everyone has their own encounters to share about that i believe it is which that has brought us closer together. reeli , the friendship has gone to a higher level. i love you all e314.

i want to glorify God with this little that i have in my hands , in my heart , in my lyfe.

God can use an ordinary person lyke YOU to do EXTRAORDINARY things for the Lord.

jns SCREAMS "AMEN!"



*deeper and deeper , im fallin in love with you........*
-hillsongs's saving grace , a beautiful song.


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