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not me for You

isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"

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eighteen
volleyball
republicPoly
integrated events management
cityharvest
e314
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onetreehill
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SI-DE
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01
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theafters
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remoreien
waking up to the rain
veterinarian
event planner
3AM.s
CK's euphoria
childs laughter
marry a vetHAHA
cristianoronaldo
junichiinamoto
rose
sun&rain

"and we always ask for a little more"



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IM BACKK !

hellooo my fairless bums once again. i kno ive been missed greatly in this scence. but please pardon my butt , ive been workin lyke crazy fer the past few days. so , spare me. (: and the fact is that i haven even been updatin my own diary lyin there at home.

okays ! wots new ? um. basically , things are doin fine. i feel so blessed to be in a church City Harvest where i can plant my lyfe there and ill blossom into a great flower. ready to stand in all the storms and winds in lyfe. (:

i miss a coupla friends. and being so dearly to me , jes not seein them fer 1 week , when we used to see each other almost everyday kills me tormented soul. aiiyhgts. no tym fer exgerration. muahahahs. (: lyke sarah and shas and jules. and hey. if anyone of u happen to read this somehow or wot , go and call up a friend now !! okays. not the one whom u always talk to. but someone whom uve not contacted for quite some tym alr. cuz , friends altho sounds so plain and everyday kindah thing. ull realize they'll be the one who will keep u movin forward ! just imagine , u just want to keep ur lyfe busy wiv sch work and not meetin pals enymores. so , ull be left alone ryght ? tell me. how ? i guess a visible physique figure is truely essential to any person.

i love melanie ho. known her back in pri6 ? and , its lyke. we do talk lyke here and there. she said this to me. "education isnt primary". so i went on and ask her back "so , wot do u think is primary?" she said. "PEOPLE". think about it. wells, thanks mel. uve been a wonderful sista and i thanks God that he has givne u back the lost study tym back in those days. ur passion and zest for people will drive u reeli far. (:

kay. um. this week is preparation week to study. gonna call up all the tuition teachers , but stationary . get 10year series. make sure i have a good place to study. and prepare to start the race next week. u must be wondering , lyke ive said in previous entries that ive said ill start last month ryght ? well , cuz , basically , my work's full-timer been hospitalized. so , theres reeli practically noone there at all. so , ive decided to cover up for 3weeks. and this will be the last. and hopefully and accumulated amt of money can last me for quite some tym. (:

ive made quite a few new friends who are workin at the airport departure hall alr. wani , farhana this malay guy at the left baggage and a chinese guy who workd at the CD shop next door. fine , the chinese guy do get my heart all fluttery. lol. enyways , now i look forward to work cos of these pple alr. and the promoters are reeli great. oh yes and yati who constantly es make me laugh. hahah. (:

um. talentime talentime.

a week ago, i wos talkin to sihui. suddenly , i fel so remorese again after all the sch rejection. (ive received a few rejection letters alr). so , i told her this "sihui, move on and never look back". she said "no , ill turn back and look for u janis". yes. dramamama. but , im reeli contented. reeli reeli contented. i love u sihui. (:

well , i feel so stressed for all the JC pple lyke , lest , shawn , kelv , yan. i mean its lyke hearin them tell me about sch gives me the ultimate creeps. wah. is JC lyfe that stressful ? i dunt kno man. keep goin back to God and get strength , get ur love tank filled. (:

something funny happen. i wos msgin kelv on a normal basis , lyke once awhile we'll lyke "talk" and stuff. so , we were jes talkin and stuff. when he suddenly said some thing about education. so i replied "why u so serious , dunt scre me." he replied " yes. of cos im serious. u got no tym left to study u kno. think about the amount u have got to catch up". i wos shocked. i mean , nobody reeli said something lydat to me. its as tho i got woken up or something. so , i cancelled the msg (but did not delete). wehn , after around 5mins , i calmed down. i went to my inbox to look for it so that i can reply him. but , its gone. its crazy i can tell u. i dunt kno how and i dunt kno why. sigh. thanks for the wake up call my dear. and dunt u fret abt JC lyfe. God will restore u all the tym.

um, yes. nuthing much to say. alot of things has happened im im toally blank abt it ryght now. aiiyhgts. ill be goin off fer now. (: thanks my friends.

thanks hz.

thank YOU , Jesus.


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