Youre my feet when i cant move on

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lets ride on a rollah coastah ~

good morning the fairless bums and heavy riden breaths of people thruout all nation. ok. wotever.

FIRST TO GERMAINE LEE HUI MEI. u ah !! very banana can. yes. as ystd wos april's fool. she used her BOYFRIEND(wheee. i shot u back. ;p) to call me and assult me. so mean ryght. hahah. kiddin. she asked this fellah to act lyke some temasek polytechnic person sayin i got into retail mangement. grumble grumble. than i wos lyke "ay , dunt play lah. hahaha" and burst out laughing. this he said " u think im laughin ? than ill put down the phone and call another applicate." GRRR. so on and on. fine. a memorable april fool. april's fool been so mundane fer the past years that everyone forgot to play pranks. hahah. yes yes. credits goes to you germaine ! and HAPPY FOOLY BIRTHDAY. (: u won. happy ? :D

spose to meet jessie at her house downstairs to do STARS. hahah. but i wos super duper late cuz of some republic nonsense. appealed alr. yah. so finally. this whole EDUCATION thing is over. jes sit back and relex. and wait for 12apr and im startin my ass to study study. i cant imagine buyin ledger paper or even speakin in chinese anymore. oh well. but still. im excited ! (: thans met jess. whahhaa ! we polluted the whole void deck and i prolly think it looks lyke snow city. mr blanglah might prolly also be cursing and swearin at us. hahah ! we took a cab down to sunbird road to meet shawn. so nice ryght. the name. SUNBIRD. lol. kay. than he wos alr wearing his meridian uni. goodness. actually , this fellah got into VJ. but reckon it isnt good fer his senses , so transfered to meridian. which reminds me. its so mean how the principle jes reject pple (yanyna and kwek) cuz of their low points sayin that they haven got enough space and when shawn got in wiv his 7pts , they immediately could find a spot fer him. nuthing against shawn of cos. (:

talkin about shawn. song. jessie. hysterical laughter. whahaha !! kay. apprently , he wos playin on his guitar whilst we wer doin the deco. he started playin some sappy olden days kinda song lah. haha. so , jess wos lyke askin him to change the song or something. than he started playin this song. and jess and i burst out laughin. i mean. it sounded reeli corny. lyke some RA show in the olden days whereby this ah pek will sneak and peek at those young girls kindah song. whahaha !! i mean. it more than HILARIOUS. honestly !! its a pity only jessie and i could see thru the beauty of this song. hahah. cuz only the both of us wer laughin lyke mad. when shanw plays the 2nd note. thats it. ull see jessie and i on the floor laughin and rollin. lyke theres some magical power or something.

enyways. to shawn wong sunbird. thanks fer the usage o yer house. cuz , if i wer in ur shoes. i dunt think ill be abit glad to see my house in a mess. but still , as long as its fer God. all good aiiyghts. and thankew fer ur guitar skills. hahah ! maybe. its a sign. one day when God decides that it ur tym to raise up into a giant guitarist. who knows the first note u play would send us all into holy laughter. hehe. (: keep workin on that.

cheers to jess shawn and i the deco crew fer makin it a blast. jess , eu could prolly the dah best styrofoam carpenter or something. whee ! (: and of cos to jiekai and peg fer helpin us out. jiekai fer ur height and peg fer ur familiarness in the house to guide us. hahah ! if u kno wot i mean. :p

okays. i guess everything turned out fine. altho i didnt reeli wos into the whole thing as i have to keep openin my eyes and look out fer my phone. yeh. sacrifices have to be made as always. and as long as it jes affected me aloe. as long as else one gets blessed. it worth it ! (: yub. sher came to easter wiv weijian ! i reeli hope she'll be integrated fully into our cell. oh yeh. shawn billy and weeyang wos around too ! so. get bigger in the inside. get bigger on the outside. (:

i walked back to simei mrt and wos talkin to tiff and daph. love eu girls. aiiyhgts. than sat mrt to pasir ris and than no3 to punggol. luckily got jingjie to accompany me or ill prolly die of boredom or something. hahah. got to kno him slightly better and he's reeli a good laugher. (: enyways. so glad uve come to join us JJ. at least ive got an NEL in my midst besides weixian and hz. (:

talked to debster and siii on the phone till 230 last night. hahah. discussin about our trip. hahah. so exciting ! (: 4th oh 4th ! i wanna do my hair.

aiiyghts. anything is that. im not sure if thats a sign or something but. remeber when mr sin boon ann talked to me. he said a whole bunch and only the sentence sayin that circumstances mould u to become stronger struck me ? yesterday hz wos talkin to me on msn. she said quite alot and the only thing that reeli made me think and think wos this " you got to be stronger" i guess wanting stronger isnt just enough. u got to be strong. make it happen and see that it comes to past. i believe that its of something from God. i want to be stronger in all the areas of my lyfe. i dunt want to be a weaklign whereby i cant do things by my own and stuff. i need to be strong from this day forth. to cope wiv my friends , family , work, church, ministry and studyin fer my O levels. being strong emotionally is worth a million times more than being strong physically. ill never let my strength run day for God. ure the strength of my lyfe. my pillar of refudge. and i want to give all of me. in exchange of all of you. im worth nothing , but please use me as ur army. (:

and this last paragraph is to YOU. im not gonna name u out. but i guess u should kno who. i talked to u yesterday afternoon and asked about u and stuff. well , my friend. i jes want to say that im willin to be there to stand for you. to fight for u if u allow me to. i kno u have ur own struggles and ur own thoughts that captivates u thru and thru. i hope that ull be willin to let go of it and share it wiv me. i love u too much as a friend to see u strugglin wiv wot ure goin thru alone. let me carry ur burden wiv u. and together i believe we will end this race. i want to help me. please dunt feel that ive neglected u any ways because i have never had any intention of it. pardon me for my insensitivity at tyms when the crowd gets big. dunt struggle it alone. let me help u. and i believe that our friendship will move up to another level. take my word for it. my word is my bond. God and i loves u. (: and take heed in knoin that uve indeed been a blessing in my lyfe. and if ure gonna walk out of it. where will my blessing go to ? hahah. kiddin. :p let me , let me carry ur struggles wiv u. share wiv me. write to me. wiv love.

aiiyghts ! long and lovely entry here. (: and im gonna do something useful from now onwards. hahah. dunt kno wot i can do. wash dusty prolly. whahaha. hokie dokie !

ure the strength when i am weak. ure the treasure that i seek. ure my all in all.

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