isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"
BEAUTYforASHES
janis
eighteen
volleyball
republicPoly
integrated events management
cityharvest
e314
DJS
svrvsv
w16f,w26c
onetreehill
wentworth miller
SI-DE
dusty
01
MYpaperboy<3
theafters
jackmanniquin
remoreien
waking up to the rain
veterinarian
event planner
3AM.s
CK's euphoria
childs laughter
marry a vetHAHA
cristianoronaldo
junichiinamoto
rose
sun&rain
heyheyhey. kays. today i went to meet sher and hz. ended up alone fer around 45mins. so , i went to walk around. i wos msgin my chinese tutor , she taught be since i wos lyke in pri2 and i left her wiv a c5 fer my o level grade. i asked her if she wos angry or anything and she replied me this "No. why should i ? i only feel sorry for u. actually i always take special care to you. made you sit next to me. did u realise tat ? i wish i can help you to get an a2 or at least a b3". than i cried. i felt so lame at tampines mall alone crying. haha. not that i wos BRAWLIN lah. but that well. i guess its natural ryght ? so , ive decided to do chinese. AGAIN. yes yes. i kno its not my cuppa tea. but i want to do my tutor proud. and believe that i will make it fer my 3rd attempt.
yub. met sher and hz. something happened. i guess i shudnt be sayin this out. might be personal to her. so , i jes want to let u kno sher that everyone has to go thru this tym whereby we are bein tested of how strong we are and stuff. and im so proud of eu that uve gone sucha long way in ya lyfe. continue. to use ya lyfe as a testimony aiiyghts. (: i hope eu had fun wiv dah hagendaz ice cream. muahaha !
i dunt kno why. but these few days have been super emotional fer me. lyke , i reeli dunt kno where i stand and stuff. i felt that everything wos ok. ill jes look positively and stuff. i mean its lyke , theres still this stupid idoitic fear in mie which stubbornly wanna taunt my tormented mind. and knoin that i have such vulnerabilities in this area , its attackin the crap outta me. and i hate it. I HATE IT !!!!! reeli. i do. sigh. one side of me tels me i can make it if given a second chance. whilst the second side of me tells me wot if i cant make it again. than wot am i to do this tym. force my way into engin or it ? read sarah's blog. and i agree wiv her. i dunt wanna be a borderline person enymore. jes scrappin thru my results. neither do i want to jes get Cs and Ds. honestly , i haven been doin my parents proud. not in any talents neither academically. i want to make them happy. i reeli reeli want. wiv all my heart and soul. yes yes. i kno it sounds super dramamama. i keep tryin to push my failures at the back of me , it doesnt move away. it jes keep poppin up every now and than. how long do i need to get out of this situation and move on. how can i move on ? how.
