isaiah40:30-31
"Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
they will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint"
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hullo ! (: i dunt kno wots up wiv me but im lyke listening to some classical music now. yes yes. inspired by marcel tan. hehe. (:
todays. i weent down to skul to take appeal letters from my teachers and stuff wiv debster and siii. and , there wos a moment when i literally broke down. cuz , i felt so desperate and lyke. WHY ? why must i go thru all this shyt. hafta do so much. worry so much. all my cousins from the Leong family are lyke easily into any JC. lyke temasek or AC or even RJ , the most is ngee ann's mass com. and wot about me ? why do i get left behind ? sighs. it wos horrid honestly.
kay. than went down to TP. appealed fer moving images. thans to republic poly. their cop wer lyke 26 and stuff. kindah surprised lah. we went to SIM. thans , suddenly. i realized that wotever i do in poly , and if i wanna further my studies. i gotta do something that links to the diploma i am doin. so , i thought over it fer a while. i realized. do i reeli want to get a business degree or honest. or go into that line from now onwards. i thought and thought. and realized , i never had any intentions of moving into the business line and stuff and i always wanted to do arts instead. i guess. the answer is clear ryght before me now huh ? to retake my O's. i dunt wanna force my ass into engineerin neither IT. yub. im gonna do well. i will do well. i want God to help me. i kno i cant do it on my own strength.
went home. rested and rested. im so exhuausted. and fell asleep on the floor for an hour wiv out wakin up can. haha. and beloved sista wos busy makin cheese cake to fulfil her love and passion and desire and drive fer cheese cake. hmmm. she sure love them. haha ! (: yah. i love you sista. i love you because u always want the best for me. i love you because u always encourage me altho u keep thinkin it doesnt help. i love you because you take every effort to make sure i eat ryght , sleep ryght. i love you because you always want me to save up my money and that u always spend on me. i love you becuase u always buy small gifts to surprise me. i love you becasue despite ure tired of the work load alr u still try to help me think of solutions to my problems even of now. i love you once again because ure my sisther. and that i believe God created us together for a purpose. ure the greatest sister anyone could ask for. and please give me the greatest brother in law anyone can ask for too. hahah. oh yes. and mind you , that doesnt excuse yourself from no showing dusty enough affection. hehehe. (:
had prayer meeting today. i felt God. he jes said to me " let go and let me. let go and let me". (: i wanna reach out to my friends. i hope they'll come. i wanna let them see God. peg baby gave me this green dino holdin a heart key chain can !! haha. i love it when pple give me green stuff , it shows they reeli kno wot colour i lyke. hahah. thanks chiews !! so sweet of eu. always blessin me ah u. i tell you , eu so better watch out cuz God is gonna pour down his ULTIMATE blessin in ur lyfe !! hehehe.
aiiyghts. i read lest's blog jes now. im so glad he's glad about SA. i knew him goin there wos indeed God's decision. SA RAWKS TO ME UNTIL TODAY LAH. hahah. y'kno. i reeli feel lyke crying now. i kno lest lyke fer less than a year and that. he has became my best friend that , eben tho how desperate i wanna go to SA , knowing that i cant. but knowing that " a part of me " is there. i feel happy. and lest darhlin , if ure readin this. i jes want eu to kno that. im so proud of eu as well and that from this day forth , u will go out as a mighty giant. there will bbe nuthing , NUTHING that u cannot overcome aiiyghts. :D u have grown so much spiritually and y'kno wot. ure healthy spiritual lyfe is reflectin on yer physical out look as well ! hahah. lyke wot i always said. ur wife is so lucky. except , she has to tolerate all the MINGERRRRRRRs and all ur cannot close ur mouth wens eu eat habit and all ur " WOT U SAY ?? ". i bet despite all these. she will be greatly blessed by your love for pple. (:
this is to sarah , my ku ku ka ka girlfriend. i am one blessed GIRL wiv a pal lyke eu by my side. ure lyke gonna shake material science i tell u.
this is one emo entry. hahaha. (: wells , i guess lyfes have their sugar abd salt too.
